Tears

Assalamualaikum .. 

The moment I'm updating this, its 7.48 in the morning .. 2 hours before lab test VD..

There is something that keep interrupting my mind. Mungkin memang ujian dr Allah nak uji kemampuan manusia, but I'm no longer strong. 

And you know what I need the most at my hardest moment? You..

I need someone who is willing to listen to my entire problem. Its like 3 in a row. And I know, you don't even care about me..

You took seconds to reply Najahs' text, but hours to reply mine. Don't you understand what I've been thru? How much important she is for you? Did you take me for granted?? :( I didn't ask for a lot! Did I take you for granted? :'( 

I just need someone to talk to. To be there when I'm about to cry :( To lend me a shoulder. I'm no longer strong :'(

Phone rosak, kereta rosak, duit habis. Yes, bila awien mengadu, you simply said "None of my business.." "The car got nothing to do with me.." Yes, wait till someone said that to you at your weakest moment. I believe in Allah, I believe in kafarah.

You can't actually appreciate the value of love. You make me love you this way, and next you did this to me. 

Awien tak kuat zain :'( 

I know I keep burden you, but... :( 

I can no longer continue, I can't even stop crying. 

Thank you for everything zain. Thank you :'(

Terrified

Well, ladies with insecurities memang berpisah tiada.

Reply ws lambat, salah. Baca ws dah lama, reply lambat pun salah. To see you like others photo in social network pun salah. To see you texting with others pun, lagi SALAH BESAR. Lagi2 perempuan and you EX-GF.

I just, can't :'(

Awien tahu zain selalu whatsapp najah :'(

The saddest thing is, the excitement when you text her seems different when you text with me. You may online all the time because of her but sometimes you took longer to reply my text :'(

Did you took me for granted? Did you?!

I just can't stop all those overthinking. Let me know if you really want her! Let me tell her if you scare to. 

I didn't ask you for anything. I just need you to be honest with me if you still love her, thats it :(

But one thing you have to know, till this moment, I'm still loving you like the first time I fall for you.

..............iloveyou............... 

HELLO ZAINALFIRDAUS BIN ADNAN !! ❤

Hm I've been wondering macam mana zain boleh jumpa blog awien, 

and I almost forgot about the blog, till you remind me of it.

 Anddddddddd ya Allah baca post zaman kanak2 dulu, tak matangnya :(

Andddddddd I successfully accessed to my account. 

Try hard nak log in nak delete previous post yg entah apa2 tu :(

I'm not sure if you read this but I bet no

 one is reading my blog except for you.

Kalau zain baca post yg ni, kalau lah baca, nak zain tahu 

there is no one else except for you that I love. 

I mean, after Allah Rasulullah Family and Friends. Next is YOU. 

Please don't argue the weakness in you when the only thing 

I saw in you is not the weakness.

 I accept you for who you are,

 and insyaAllah will be thru your up and down.

If you ask the reason for staying, nothing much accept for love. 

Thank you for being there thru my up and down,

 be a good listener, a good adviser, a good teacher, 

a good friend, to be short, the one who is good at almost everything.

Please remain where you used to be like the first time we met :( 

..iloveyou..

Kejayaan

Hi alls! Assalamualaikum :D

So bertemu lagi utk berbicara perihal kejayaan menjalani Latihan Industri ;)

Tanggal 28hb Mei 2013 result utk sesi Disember 2013 tubik. Oh tubik stands for keluar. (Kelantanese) hehe

So nahhh nak tgk tk? Ini!

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Hoyyehhhh dapat Cemerlang! Muehehe dalam merungut2 pasal LI, alhamdulillah dapat cemerlang.

Sebenarnya LI ni tk susah, tp susah lah jgk. Ehh? Ape ni??

No, act die mcm ni. Based on tempat, course and penyelia. Jd susah kalau  penyelia tu perangai mcm mintk kaki. Itu mmg kecelekaan kesungguhan.

 Dalam kami yg cemerlang ni bergembira, masih ada yg berduka lara.

Lilekkkkk lilekkkkk. Act kejayaan itu bermula dr kegagalan. Ayuh! Mari kita bangkit! Bangkitlah! Reformasi! #Ehhh? Salah topic pulak.

Okay kesimpulannya, berakhir segala persoalan, bemulalah sebuah perjalanan baharu. 

Tinggal setahun lagi perjalanan, insyaAllah. Semoga segalanya berjalan seperti yang dirancang.

Congrates to me, and congrates to cinta hati too <3

Big thanks to those yg dah bersatu teguh memberi semangat :)

And now boleh focus dah dgn business.

Jgn lupa view page kte Prettilicious Outfit. 

Tahniah kengkawan yg berjaya. Semoga kte bertemu di semester mendatang. InsyaAllah aamiin~

RAYA RAYA RAYAAAAAAAA :D

Fuhhh fuhhhhh ! Long time tak meng'update' blog niiii .

RINDUUUU !

sbb busy , mase tk mngizinkan nak meng'update' blog niii .

oh yeahh , before lupe , i think tk terlambat lagi nak wish 

HAPPY RAMADHAN MUBARAKKK !

aha terlambat , tapi tk mengapaa , hee :D

and dah sepuluh hari puasa YEAYYYY !

mood lain pulak datang !

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KETUPAT

pehh mood raya dtg membuak2 ! hee :D

first time merantau , sgt sedih and rindu kan rumah !

but pape pun nak wish awal2 !

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SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!

MAAF ZAHIR AND BATIN !

aha terawal kaaaann .

tk mengapaaaa , hee :D

Raya dtg rumahhh :D

AND , duit raya sekali yaww , aha :D

i want to seek forgiven for any mistake i ever did yeahh !

tutup buku lama , buka buku baru , hee :D

sorry guys ! LOVEyou guys LOTS !

okay lahh , nak settlekan assignment yang bertimbun pulakkk .

settlekan before raya, then kunci biar assignment duduk diam2 dlm wardrobe , hee :)

Hope to meet you guys soon , daaaaaa~